...now you're back on the street like you didnt miss a beat...

step one: learn how to roll a j.
step two: get out of this room.
step three: meet people...or not.
step four:

o u c h

bombinate \v : to buzz, drone ( Read more... )

i did not come to alabama for virginia weather. what is this?

but i am shopping for apartments! hoorah! i feel like such an adult!

havent been able to sleep when i am sober for about the last four days. ithink i might be dying.

and it turns out i am already failing in school. this week rocks.

so we talked. yeesh. and i really feel it was helpful. am i letting down my guard? the walls i have built up around my vulnerable self are just melting away because we are both fairly miserable. is that a good or bad thing? i cannot go through this again. is it worth it? and yet i cant help but feel like it is the only thing to do next. but it ( Read more... )

well hasnt this night been quite the whirlwind. blake is outrageous for approximately nine and one half hours. and then he decides that he is a complete douche (not necessarily unjustified however) and tries to make amends. am i just a toy? never before have i been so unsure of myself. i feel completely weak, without a backbone. is this the ( Read more... )

thought i might as well since i am on a roll. currently watching "true romance"...has anyone seen it. it made me cry when i was single, when i was dating, and now i do not know how i will react. however, for added spice, i decided to watch the alternative ending. and i was not excited...alabama whorley the girl of my dreams commits suicide. ( Read more... )

it just so turns out that i am already completely dependent on this crazy thing. i was thinking, "now that i have nothing but schoolwork and illegal substances to consume, what will you do with your extra time". i actually wanted to start writing in a normal, bound, paperback journal. but come on blake, it is the twentyfirst century...no one ( Read more... )

my first entry. its like i am a virgin all over again, touched for the very first time. i am a completely depressing subject, but i would like to think that all the shit i have to say is important. since this is my first one, i suppose i will tread lightly but if this is a success and i feel confident that it will be, do not fret. there will be ( Read more... )