"i will be you cardboard boyfriend till you find another one to fill the half assed job i did. if that makes you happy. if not i will just bring down your favorite planet and drink coffee with you as we sit on it and watch earth go down...."

well shit let me put it this way . i am so fucking thrashed with my whole depression thing that it has physically affected me. i am tired of it and i get so anxious sometimes i want to punch something or do a freaking back flip. thats it....... bOOOOOO

hey denise ( Read more... )

"if it were up to me in reality i would have been dead for but since its not im stil here "

"a night is all you have left when people are away. and when you sit and ponder to your self if this is the way life is suspossed to be, you wake up and realize it might have all been a dream . and live a day in hope that someday you may never wake up and live in bliss, for its you who brightens your own day and its you who makes thing nice"

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my dog is nutts she runs her self from the front of the house to the back to chase people. i think maybe shes trying to tell us something but i wouldn't know . wee thats it for now blah blah blah!

blakeJawbreak: " if you sleep on top of my arm i will forever be greatful and happy for you were the one that had my heart and you are the one that my mind missed . but why was it that easy for you when i died by drowning in my own tears."

i hate it i hate it i hate . why does it have to be me . once again i found my dumbass driving around singing to the new jets to brazil album yelling along to get rid of my anger and my sadness . sometimes i just fucking hate it . i want to punch things . i just hope that i dont get as bad as i used to be this time i might die. i give up on girls ( Read more... )

yesterday night my friend decided hey lets have a kick back . it was really boring ans depressing but after almost everyone left i decided hey i nedd to have a beer . so i drank the beer and i havent had alcohol in a long time cause of my liver and stuff so it took less then i thought it would one beer kicked me in the butt , can you belive that ( Read more... )