Today I have woken up in a very good mood.  I can't really account for this but I do like it.

I had a dream last night that I was with some people that I knew but didn't recognize.  They kept on showing me my own watch to see what time it is and say that I had 4 hours left and then later on that I had 3 hours left.  In the dream I felt at peace ( Read more... )

So I have counted.  As it turns out, I have spent 34 hours in the car over the past two weekends.  One trip was amazing, one was scary and long.

Over the weekend I took a trip with my choir to Baton Rouge, LA.  Everything was well and good despite the fact that we drove a cumulative 24 hours to sing for about 20 minutes.  I'm not bitter though.  ( Read more... )

ahh last weekend...

it was quick, it was perfect, yea I lost sleep but it was worth it.  there are so many things I wish I could change.  i'm not really sure what I mean by that but still, change would be nice.  everything here is mostly predictable.  except for when I get phone calls at 4:30 in the morning, that could stop.

I saw a really ( Read more... )

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

all i want to do is watch Life Aquatic with you right now... honestly, that would make everything perfect.

its heartfelt and its meaningful... and its 2 days late.

so here it goes... I'm here, two days from being able to go home.  Two days from being done with school.  One day from studying for my two tests that I take in two days.  Currently, there are only two people that I want to see.  Coincidence that they are both in Texas?  I think not.

Maybe the ( Read more... )

Something that yours truly does not understand is why he can't be happy in his current situation.  A feeling of mine for the past few months is that everything I do is frivolous.  It either isn't recieved like it should be or I'm trying to hard for something or whatever I do turns out to mean nothing.  What a frustrating feeling this is!  And the ( Read more... )

This is my feeble attempt at artistic writing; I can't decide if it's good or not.  You tell me.

I was eating a cookie today and it reminded me of you.  We made cookies once.  You and me together in my brown sugar scented kitchen, holding each other with buttery fingers and sugar coated lips.  Wanting each other to stay close, stay near.  A good ( Read more... )

Ahh the elusive update...

I've been debating whether or not I want to transfer schools.  It kind of sucks here, the only thing I enjoy are my friends.  A change might be in order.  Any thoughts?

To You; if you read this, I think you are amazing.  Thank you for being who you are and seeing me the way you do.  The times that we have spent have been ( Read more... )

so yea, its been a while since i've posted, wanna fight about it?

sometimes when your life changes you realize things and learn new things at an astounding and exponential rate.  right now, for instance, after leaving a eternally long relationship i have began getting to know someone new.  this is what i know:

i can't keep up with her, her ( Read more... )