i forgot all the things i hated about you,
but you reminded me last night.

how could i have forgotten.

you were right. I WAS MISERABLE WITH YOU.

so close literally. the closest since you left.
so close, yet so far away.
since you barely look at me.
and i can barely breathe when i look at you.
so its over.
it really is.
but the bottome line remains:

i still cry,
and you don't.

but seeing you makes the fact that you don't want me
all the more noticeable.
and so much more painful.

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is it wrong that THE ONLY THING i wanted today is 450 some miles away?

is it wrong that i expected it?

am i wrong?

it's my goddamn fuckin birthday....
and i am gonna have fun no matter what

<3

.....do just that. crush you. but they're so exciting for a moment you can't help it. or maybe it's just me and I can't help it.

but there's no harm in wishing.<3

i have the fattest kitty ever.
lookit her!!!


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goddamnit i just wrote so much shit ( Read more... )

and i like a new boy WOOHOO<333333

in myspace i just posted a bulletin:

how do guys like her: she's damn fugly. haha

yeah i know im mean but ITS TRUE!!!!
shes not hot in the least,
and the things that she does are even less hot.

so i dont get it why she has guys crawlin on her.
i just dont know.

ANYWAY thought you all might like to know.
guess not<3

soon i'll make new memories with someone who loves me more than you ever claimed you did ( Read more... )