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talking to him...
or not talking to him.
both fucking hurt really bad,
i just don't know which one will stop hurting first.

SOMEONE HELP ME ITS FUCKING KILLIN ME!

(it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss.)

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Too fucking bad i don't have the guts, right?
bet you're all so terribly sad.

the battle of myself.


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i am extremely sorry.....
i was an idiot,
and i think it's gonna be a long time before i drink again,
and i am NEVER gonna drink that much again.

anyway, i know i hurt a lot of people's feelings,
and really upset/offended some people i really care about,
so if you are one of those people i am very sorry,

i love all of you!

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it's beautiful with drunken eyes.
i love it when you tell me lies.
you're the devil in disguise.
here's what i get for all of my tries!.......
......i hit you just to see you cry.
you killed me just to see me die.
gues i love you but i don't know why
guess it's time to say goodbye.

( some drunken charades. )

how could he really say he was miserable with me?
if he was so miserable he should have left....
so long ago when i asked him to.

he didnt need to let it get this far.

WHY CAN'T I LET HIM GO?

i need him so.

yeah so i fixed the blue and trimmed it up quite a bit.
here goes:


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