A journal is a personal record of occurrences, experiences, or reflections. It provides an outlet to simply express and record a person’s thoughts and feelings. My journal served this purpose, as a means to express myself and clear my mind of my insane thoughts I sometimes I have. Call it a lack of wanting to express my feelings as of late or ( Read more... )

I have recently come to the following conclusion: Online journals are simply for writing fucked up shit about someone and that person somehow reading it. This then results in hurt feelings and drama. Yes, it is the wonderful world that is the internet. FUCK YOU very much!!

My motivation has completely disappeared. This may be seen by the lack of updating my journal has gone through recently. It is not due to the fact that there may be nothing to write. There is a lot of stuff to write. I'm an overly dramatic bitch. Of course I have things that I could write about. I have just lost the desire to do anything. I' ( Read more... )

I have neglected my poor journal for quite some time. However, I'm just going to update everything that occurred within the past 11 days since my last entry in one simple entry because 1.) I'm too lazy to backdate entries and 2.) not a whole hell of a lot has happened that is remotely close to being worthy of having its own entry dedicated to that ( Read more... )

FUCK!! I'm beyond stressed right now. I feel like I am struggling so much financially. I'm afraid that I may not be able to go back to school next year as a result of this. There are a few other things that I'm currently stressed about, but my financial situation seems to be the root of it all. In other events: When i woke up yesterday morning ( Read more... )

Things seem to be consistently bad. I'm stressing about everything. Although Chris isn't helping the situation. Nick went online last night to check his myspace. He went to Chris' profile and he had a new comment again. This time it reads "How's everything with you and your girl?" It really hurt reading that. I'm not completely stupid. In ( Read more... )

Let me first start this entry by simply stating this... FUCK YOU EDMOND!! So, it all began with Nick and I attempting to find a Blimpie's in Edmond. However, we didn't find it. We ended up eating at this pizza place and that is when shit started going downhill from there. As we were driving in Edmond, we saw a car dealer and decided to take a ( Read more... )

hmm... well, school has been ok thus far. A few cute boys go to that school. However, I don't have class with the majority of them. It's unfortunate. I'm not the luckiest person, so I can't say that I'm at all surprised. My Psychology professor is crazy. My History class is probably going to be quite difficult. The grading system for that ( Read more... )

So, it's been approximately a week and a half since I've talked to Chris. He hasn't called. He did however, comment me on myspace. Apparently, he's been too busy with school and family. I went to his myspace page to reply to his comment. I see a comment from one of his friends. "I saw you dropping it like it's hot at the club last night" or ( Read more... )

I am currently located in the lovely state of Oklahoma. *cough* Let me start this entry by first mentioning my horrendous trip here. It started with a flight to Phoenix approximately 5 hours long... followed by a delayed flight to Denver which then caused me to miss my connecting flight to Oklahoma. Arrival= approximately 5 hours later than the ( Read more... )