so i never update cause i'm a loser... i've moved into a new apartment- it's pimp. sometimes i feel like grown ups live here. But then i look in the mirror and just laugh because it just isn't so. I figured out that i'm done with my bs in a year, which is exciting but very scary. I'm sure glad that my parents don't expect me to pull a Bethany ( Read more... )

ok, to recap my break and why i havn't been very "let's go out and do something" like ( Read more... )

Ok, so bare with me, i just woke up. but i had the most FUCKED UP dream EVER. ok so in this dream, i am with my family- bethany, amy, mom and dad. We're in a rental van in Nebraska going up a winding mountain to a house that my dead grandmother left us. First off, there are no mountains in Nebraska- second, my grandma is very much alive. Sooooooo ( Read more... )

i'm sick. really sick. i miss my ashley and almost called her to take me to the doctor's this morning, but it was 4:45 AM and i knew she'd be pissed so i didn't. b/f was out of town so couldn't call him s i called my parents and wke my entire household up at THE BUTT CRACK -O- DAWN. they were pissed, but i was cying really hard, so they let it go. ( Read more... )

I thought i should update everyone. I AM NO LONGER HOMELESS. That's right, i signed a lease for U house yesterday. Get excited? or not. i am. mainly b/c my dad is here and yesterday we went to the pet store and he's getting me a hamster for christmas!!! plus sunpass. which is more exciting and useful? hmmmm...my hamster, now if only she could get ( Read more... )

a boy made me cry yesterday. granted, he wasn't worth the trouble, but still. phil gave me a hug and said he'd "take care of him". yay for my awesome boyfriend. i'm telling my daddy that a boy made me cry. that should take care of it.mwah! i sgn my apt. lease at University House which is ghetto but liveable and better than a cardboard box. then i ( Read more... )

U-C-F!

U-C-F!

GOOOOOOOO NIGHTS!

Homecoming week has been awesome! Movie night, skit night, comedy night, SPIRIT SPLASH, and today (drum roll please).........The HOMECOMING GAME! Get excited! Sure we suck, but WE WILL WIN TODAY, my left nipple is psychic and it said so, so it must be true. Plus, with Ashley and me looking so fine in our UCF hoodies ( Read more... )

So, how's about we all just shutup and get the fuck over it. Bush won and it's the way it is for a reason, and all the bitching in the world can't change what happened. it's done. the world is not over, life will go on. Everyone just needs to remember that it isn't what happens to you or around you in life that matters, it's how you react to it. A ( Read more... )

so,
i flipped coin and decided my major.
i flipped a coin and decided to dump him.
i flipped a coin and decided to go for the nicer guy.
i flipped a coin and decided to write this entry.

So, i picked a major, well, actually I flipped a coin. Fate says tht i'm majoring in Healthcare Services Administration (it was tails). now, i know you are ecstatic and are pooing yourselves as you read this, but wait, i have more good news...I NO LONGER HAVE TO TAKE MY CHM 2046 LAB!!!! if you were here, i would kiss you i'm so excited. so on with ( Read more... )