the paradox of my life ( Read more... )

so here it is, the list for 2005. these were my top songs. a few rules for the list: bands can only have 2 songs max on the entire list. i tried to filter for mostly recent (i think this has a few 2003 and a good amount of 2004) songs, otherwise it'd be pretty much the same list year in and year out. because of the variety of awesome tracks ( Read more... )

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i hate december.

well, i'm not sure whether i love it or hate it more.

so next quarter I might be looking at 20 units, 1 class is just for fun though if i actually take it ( Read more... )

there's a tendency to see right through the flaws of those who are close to us, why is that so? first impressions do mean everything, it's rare that you're given a second chance with somebody. there are so many people in this world, maybe it's just a filtering method: people that rub us the wrong way are dismissed as jerks and assholes. but in ( Read more... )

a 250 pound man stepped on my hand while wearing cleats. it's been 2 full days and my hand is still in a lot of pain, i have trouble moving my fingers. i hate flag football, haha.

hmm, i really need to get back on track. i just recently realized that i honestly seem to put my position before my academics. at the same time, i've never felt so passionate about something before. so maybe that makes it alright? i dunno, ca makes me happy... i guess ( Read more... )

so for the past few weeks or so i've been debating this question: am i happy ( Read more... )

as is the nature of the human spirit, i believe we always set ourselves up for failure. it would seem to me that in every way, shape, and form, we're drawn to failure. the human condition is that of being unsatisfied with current conditions. it is this desire for more, these thoughts of grandeur that makes us great and yet makes us miserable ( Read more... )