Today was a good day, for the most part ( Read more... )

So, I'm done with my training .. and I have less to do in 8 hours then what I did with 4 hours. Some nights it's nice to just lounge around, do nothing, and get paid for it, but other nights it really bothers me. I did nothing tonight but organize the cupboards in my office. I found a whole bunch of little pictures for a slide show of when the ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm soo glad this weekend is over! I had to work 1st and 2nd shift Saturday and Sunday .. and I'm beyond fucking beat. I've reached that point where I'm no longer tired. I fell asleep in one of the dining rooms tonight. Thankfully no one important was around. I have 4 more days to go until a day off.. and I may not even have it off. I start ( Read more... )

the past couple weeks, I've been thinking that it may be time to find a new job. My paychecks are not enough to last through the 2 weeks and with what I make there is no way for me to advance in life. I didn't want to go look for another job being that I didn't want to start all over again with getting to know people. I just needed more hours. I ( Read more... )

ho hum, isn't it the truth....

"lets never talk about this again, because i didn't want it to mean this much to me"

you have a problem talking about something that means a lot to you. but you wish it really didnt. you're the type of person who avoids the things that shouldn't be avoided

so the past few nights, I've found myself thinking about a lot of things. None of them really on the same topic. I am very good at hiding my feelings from those who know me and I think I need to go back to that and not let people see what lies underneath my facade. I think it's safer that way as it saves me from being hurt constantly. I don't know ( Read more... )

Today was an uneventful day ( Read more... )

yesterday, I was off. Not too much excitment there though. I got a shower, went to my dad's house, no one was there so I cleaned my car out. It took me 1½ hours to clean my car out half assed. It was bad. I left my dad's around 7 to pick up Tina cause I wasn't sure if she had a ride home from work or not. We went back to her house, then to Target, ( Read more... )

Yesterady, I go into work and I'm out in the break room when my boss comes storming out and says "can I have a word with you Nikki" so I'm thinking for some reason I'm in trouble. I go back to the office, sit down, and I'm told that there's a 16 year old who is the big boss boyfriend's daughter and I am the only one to be training her. I'm then ( Read more... )

These past few days have ben hellish ( Read more... )