I just want to scream and kill.  Give me something to punch the shit out of right now!

Ya know I wasn't trying to be fucking rude when I left you that voicemail the other day.  I was just being fucking honest and saying I wanted to take time apart from hanging out with you two.  That didn't mean I hated you. I just couldn't handle hanging out ( Read more... )

I seriously don't know why I put myself through that bullshit. It always ruins everything. Whatever. I'm completely done.

I am just going to be distant with people for a while. It's what I want.

I even dislike going to work sometimes. It's no fun anymore.

Yup

I'm glad we chose to talk this all over and solve it before it got fucked up even more. Move on from the past and live in the present. ha

My New Year's Resolution is to be a better friend to her when the time comes.

Lashuna wants me....oh yeah...lol

<3

OMG I am so fucking glad so much shit has been lifted off my shoulders.

I have never felt so happy to be home in my life.

Now I have to work tonight and I am excited to go back!

It's been crazy lately....Sunday night I ran out of gas on my way to work, therefore I was late. My dad had to come pull my car to a safer place and put some gas in my car ( Read more... )

Last night was fun...Justin, Lily, Kendra, Courtney, and I drank a little bit and went sledding......It was ridiculiously cold out so we didn't sled for too long, instead we went to Kendra's to finish our drinking. We played a drinking card game. And then we played another drinking card game (Kings)....It was getting to where I couldn't drink ( Read more... )

I lost my wallet Friday night...or it somehow magically walked out of my car.....but UGH! That pisses me off and I was a fool to leave everything in it!!! I could still punch something and not care if I broke my wrist! And what pissed me off to the extreme was Saturday night Justin and I and a few others girls were going to go clubbin because it ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving Break hasn't gone exactly the way I planned it to. It's already Sunday and I have to work tonight...not too thrilled about that.

Friday night I went to Angel's for a bit....which I should have stayed longer, (I'm sorry Angel, next time I will stay the night) but instead I went to the Casino with my day and it was snowing really ( Read more... )

Wasted off of Jack Daniels Friday night....did some naughty things that were unexpected.
I can't be drunk around guys. No.
Now it's Pain in the Past :-/

Justin turns 18 next monday. Yay! That means he will be going clubbin with me!!! I am so fucking excited about that.

Christmas is almost here.

The End.

Kayne kicked ass at the concert....damn that boy is so fine! lol ( Read more... )