I don't want to do this ( Read more... )

I'm not happy.
I know why I'm not happy too.
I should be.
God, I've been so selfish.
I'm still being selfish.
I know what I have to do,
but it's very different from what I'm doing.

I shouldn't be settling.
But I am.
Idk.

Alright now.
So Sean has been sweeter than ever for the past week.
Really sweet.  He'll call me right after calling me just to tell me he still misses me, or randomly text me messages in the middle of the day just to say "I love you."  He compliments me every chance he gets, and wants to hang out almost every day.
And I'm happy.

I'm not sure what ( Read more... )

EDIT:

The weather is amazing.
AP Tests are fast approaching.
Prom is all settled and squared away.
Life could not get any better.  ;]

I'm finally at the point where I have everyone I need.  People make me smile, laugh, love life in general.
And I like this.
I'm glad that John and I don't hate each other anymore.  And I love that we can both be happy for ( Read more... )

excited out of my mind.
I bought prom tickets today...
and I'm really, really, really excited. Obviously.
I still however, need to do the following:
oo1: Buy a dress.
oo2: Set up all the damn appointments.
oo3: Figure out the limo arrangements with Courtney.
oo4: Shoes, extensions (?), and jewelry.

However, dress comes first.

And to think I wasn't even ( Read more... )

I'm back.
Oh, I missed you.

And reading old entries amuses me.

So.
I think I've found a new way to waste time.

Bahahahahaha.
Oh joy.

i don't want any comments...so don't.

Haven't updated in forever x 3.

But nothing has happened.

Therefore no juicy drama for all my faithful readers.

BUUUUUUTTTT.....um.

yeah.

nothing.

I'm dry.

but.

one year sunday.

woo.

Happy Belated Birthday Jessssss..

It's been awhile ( Read more... )

Summer is officially over. It sucked. Bad. I started off the summer not knowing anything, and came out still, not knowing anything. But what have I learned ( Read more... )