music. it's the best thing ever. how could some people not love it? i find that to be impossible. it's oh so amazing. i made a mix of some songs last night and i titled it "A Mix Of Emotion...Bedrick Music." I never knew that if i listened to a certain few songs, that it could help me feel so at peace and relaxed. i never felt like that before. i ( Read more... )

i'm a changed girl. if you look at the girl you see now compared to the girl you would've seen a year ago, its a completley different person. its really not till these past few months that i've finally come to good terms with who i am as a person and what i want to be and do with my life. i think i've really matured alot this past year. its odd how ( Read more... )

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life has been pretty amazing latley. i'm feeling great for once. i'm confident in life and the fact i know things have happened for a reason. and that i know things will be happening very soon. things that are life changing. i'm okay with who i am too. ive finally realized that. and its great to be at good terms with yourself. rather than ( Read more... )

gahhh its kinda awsome going back into your past and rembarking on old memories and things you used to love. for example, these past few weeks ive really gotten back into nsync. its just that band you cant ever stop loving. eight years later i still love them. its true. but i used to put this shield over me before pretending i was all punk or ( Read more... )

i have not felt so happy in my life. these past couple weeks have been great and i feel great. its like i made a 180 in my life and things couldnt get better. well they could (tori) but for now i couldnt ask for anything more. i'm really starting to enjoy life now and just take it for what it is. im falling in love with music too. even more than i ( Read more... )

Well what a year it's been. Alot of goods and alot of bads. I learned alot about myself this year and i changed alot as a person, yet still stayed the same. As much as alot of bad stuff happened, i'm still happy with the way life is and how im living it. We make mistakes for a reason and i think it helped me find who i was. I'm alot happier than i ( Read more... )

"Distance is the hardest lesson we've ever learned."

That is the fucking truth. To have a best friend who is 718.34 miles (yes that is exact.) away is the hardest thing we've ever had to endure. For some reason I feel like explaining Tori and I. Well, not exactly explaining but just telling bits and pieces of our story so far. Maybe some of you ( Read more... )

GAHH i actually had a pretty amazing day! there is not one thing to complain about. started off shakey cause i woke up late, but thats alright. got to school and the day went great. saw juli and jonny, and they always make me feel better. sucks that we never hang out though. jonny agrees that we have to all hang out again. then lunch came and oh my ( Read more... )

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