I love the way ( Read more... )

blah to the last entry. i rarley talk to any of those people. i just want summer back. i guess summer was an excuse for us to hang out and now i havent seen one of them in 3 months maybe. its disgusting how close you can get to people and then all the sudden it ends for no apparent reason. in better news, tori is coming here november 1-8 :D you don ( Read more... )

summer, life & friends.

all through out high school i've always basically hated it. i hated the people, the building, the atmosphere, everything. then i met a few great people who have helped me realize the world isn't such a bad place after all. don't ask me how that has to do with my summer, because in some way shape or form, it does. i ( Read more... )

i miss you so much.
you have no idea.

things will get better.
i promise you that.

i love you.

hello livejournal.
i never update you anymore.

maybe i will soon.

blah, im seriously over it.
i have amazing people that love me
and i dont need a boy to mess me up.
hes still an awesome friend, no doubt.
i think i'll be okay now :]

the end.

so i went to pick him up from that girls house cause i needed to talk to him about everything that was going on. so i went there and i had to go inside which i wasnt looking forward to cause i knew it'd be really akward seeing them together. and yup there they were on the basement floor under blankets together. yeah whatever. then i said my hello ( Read more... )

i always get my hopes up over guys, then i always over analyze the situation and i get way too jealous/attatched. i thought it would be different this time. but im just stupid. why do i care so much about one person and let things get to me so much? i get this horrible feeling in my stomach way too much now. its not the kind you get when you see ( Read more... )

is it possible to miss someone this much or am i just crazy for falling this fast? i cant get enough of him and all i ever think about is him. i let him know what im feeling and then he told me what he felt about me. it wasnt what i was expecting at all. but i can understand. we've got this great friendship, why would i want to take a risk at ( Read more... )

why cant i ever be happy? why do i always have to find bad things in a good situation? a lot of great things have been happening latley for me and i just dont know. im finding reasons to believe its just too good to be true. theres this guy, who is just really amazing. i got really close with him really fast. and i never saw it coming it just hit ( Read more... )