Jesus its been a long time. I tried zanga... it seemed lame, so I am back here I guess. I have a gummy plastic foot in front of me and a bottle of white chilling in the fridge... I guess i am back in business. Fuck that bitch!

Dear Grace ( Read more... )

I know that I was wrong. I was wrong about so many things. I broke a trust and I wish I could restore it. I wish that she would give me a chance to prove to her that there is still hope for our love and that I can be there for her. She needs to open up to me. We need to talk, about the important things. i also know that this may not be the right ( Read more... )

The rush of air I felt getting off the plane in Seattle was exilerating. Everything after that was horrible. I was glad to be home, but my parents acted like it was no big thing. We had a dinner the night I got back all the notables were there, but the stale air that hangs in my family home seems to transend even my welcome home. The iceing on the ( Read more... )

Well, I doubt people even check this anymore, I mean not only do I never post, but I can't remember a time that I posted something very interesting. Maybe now that I have lived in India for six months I have something I can say that is worth sending it out into cyberspace ( Read more... )

Wow this has to be a record, me posting like more than once .... in months... ah well ( Read more... )

Well, let me say this: I am running away from them. Maybe I have gotten a higher opinion of myself and how I want to be treated, or maybe I am giving up on who I used to be. I am doing something, that is for sure, I am retracting, contracting, all-a-round tracting of all shapes and sizes ( Read more... )

Summer is coming to an end and I am very, very sad ( Read more... )

I think she slept with Andy... I am just fuming right now... I don't even know what to say or to think... It opens up a huge can of worms in regards to why she left me and what that says about her and me.... I am so increadably agitated that I can't stop shaking. This wave of nausea just came over me and ... and I don't know what to do... do I call ( Read more... )

By God this class is very slow, I wonder who would call this class intensive? In Tensive? History of Latin American - US relations, rather than being a class about well… Latin American - Re Lations it has taken on a even more boring form, US economic relations with Latin America more specifically that of extra-political Act Ors ( Read more... )