i did it agen. i always do this, i let my self fall i let my self get hurt. i gess i bring it on my self. i got my self into somthing that i knew would end badly. i knew i shouldnt have, i told my self not 2. but didnt lissen i never do and now im back where i started ( Read more... )

i love my man so much i had so much fun this weekend. for the first time in a long time i felt like i could open up and have fun with him and it felt grate ( Read more... )

how do u do this to me everytime? i sit in the corner of the room hiding my face in the croud. i glance up from my sadness, there u are noicing the unoticable. u see the girl but do u really see me? loved but fealing alone. cared about but fealing worthless. crying out for love, crying out for atenchon, crying out for u ( Read more... )

dreams, douts , woryes, hopes, needs, sadness, hurt, thoughts, fealings ( Read more... )

y even bother no one even reads this anymore no one really gives a shit lyndon and kell just think im some anoying little bitch. pluss the fact that when i really need lyndon he isnt there for me. my parints dont give a shit. my sister is just a bitch and the other good friends i have are to young to even really understand ( Read more... )

scared of the light. tears drip down like blood. tierd of being used and abused sick of reality and its trouth. screaming to be loved runing away from the things i hate, and fear shadows everywhere behind me.
waching...
waiting...
hoping...
crying..

DEATH..................

so yeah me and lyndon are back together ( Read more... )

i got my man back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is mine ( Read more... )

today is what would have bin me and lyndons 6 month and the happyest day of my life ( Read more... )

i dont get how somone can sit there and say that somthing / somone means so much to them that thay love that somone and thay care about them and thay want to be with them ( Read more... )