i dunno where ive been lately, its great how when you actuall sit down and re evaluate what you've done in your life and some of the decisions youve made, you see how out of yourself you were. And when i did this i found out alot of things, i found out for one that i still havent changed a bit, im still a bit supeficial and very nieve. and whats ( Read more... )

you now what im not even gonna get mad cus im bigger than that. but i... actually i dont even wanna commment on it anymore. arrrgh i hate when things never come out how you plan them. i think im leavin shs, everythere hates me, well not everyone but some people get on my dayum nerves. i almost fought t'day and yest. i think ma end up the news for ( Read more... )

Ok im sorry everyone. lately ive been gettin all emo and actin like a stupid jerk. most of all lemme appologize to salisha, i understand if u dont wanna talk to me nemore cus thas what i deserve after the way i treated ya. i mean i never meant to come off that way, but somehow i new that it was gonna happen. i even told jaz that i was afraid it ( Read more... )

aiight dont know what to say. lets start with me and lecia makin up. aiight we had a long convo the other night and at the end we were both like she shouldnt be best friends but then yest at the game ime and her were like better than ever. and we was talkin alot and realised that the love we have could never be broken. we had so much fun. we lost ( Read more... )

thas the cut. t'day was alot better as i informed jaz, i didnt almost bo beserk on some1. And then i dunno was goin on cus like everysong i hear is like remindin me of some1 or makin me think of them rather. especially this song that jus came on called twirk it out, lemme give yall a lil sample of it, *sings: twirkin it out, layin in the cut, ( Read more... )

it goes on i think some thing like: then he said "track remind y'self, no body's built like you, you designed urself", "i aggree" i said "my one of a kind self, get stoned everyday like jesus did" but what he and i said has been said before, "so just keep doin y'thing playboy" he said, say no more ( Read more... )

ok im not cheatin on u livejournal, i jus think e should expolore a lil more lol. ok im weird but newho i started a xanga, i think its kewl but i dont write much in thurr. lets see nethign else i wanna say, o i went to the mall yest. some chicks were checkin me out but i gave the the cold shoulder cus yall know i belong to one person and she knows ( Read more... )

aiight well not literally but ive found a new happiness in not talkin so much. it kindof skrewed me over in my ib oral but since iu put so much into my outline i was saved and will end up with a b for the nine weeks. im so glad that im away frm that place for a while. well kindof sad that im not seeing all the ppl i hold dear to me like sal, m' big ( Read more... )

its funny how they say if you died with your eyes open then you probably deserved it. and then they say only the good die young. i dont mean to be mrobid or nething, but if i had to choose my way of goin out, i for one would wana go out being real and two young so atleast when i could be seen as a legend or some1 great so that metaphorically i ( Read more... )

lately ive been gettin all philisophical and feelin real for the first time, no more fake smiles to hide whats inside. no succombing to some one else's will to make them happy. no more talkin to ppl who i cant stand or tryin to the "social butterfly". i dont care about my looks nemore. no more goin girl crazy, or searchin for that ting called "love ( Read more... )