score - i made a lovely trade with my more than nice friend patrick burkett - 5 klono = 5 vico plus i told him id help him out with something in the future since what he is saving me from (opiate withdrawal and not enough nor the right chems to taper with)... he suffers same anxiety as me almost, and he can never turn down anti-anxiety meds. ( Read more... )

a glass, a pill, a drink of water ( Read more... )

if there is one thing i have to put up with that i hate more than anything (how many journals have i started out with that line haha) its people, older adults especially, that tell me that they are infinitly smarter than i am, and that it will take another 5 years for me to realize what life is about. i cant ever be looked at as competent by ANYONE ( Read more... )

i said everything in the last post right after you came down, in less then a couple minutes. it spilled out in a fit of rage, and got taken in the wrong context. its not meant to be as serious as a way to vent my anger. it went to0 far and hit the wrong chords. sorry even though it wont help.

THIS POST WAS DELETED - i will no longer use live journal to vent anger it only hurts people.

god damnit. my dad is disowning me because i said something about moving out with my sisters' baby's dad - i wish this blood clot would come loose and kill me already. its only caused more fucking trouble with this whole "trying to heal it" idea. im not allowed to feel okay. i get shunned. my pain pills have no analgesic affect on me anymore at the ( Read more... )

hey guys! im finally out ( Read more... )

hey to dannys friends....this is his sister erin ( Read more... )

man the internet gets boring after awhile. im sure there is plenty to see, i just have no means of starting the chain of thought process it takes to let me find these things ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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