I have had to make a few, as we all have I'm sure, it just seems that mine, well, they have a habit of causing some sort of dilema or pain. All in the name of the greater good. What the hell? Why is it up to me? I know cause I'm the one that's there, or I should say that I'm the one that gets involved in such a way that it must be me to make ( Read more... )

I am an odd creature to be certain, I often wonder why I do the things I do. I often wonder why I have a bad habit of pushing people away like I do. Is it fear? Is it selfishness? Is it self destructive? I don't really know, but I recognize that I do it, and that it's wrong. But then I also think about; but do I really let anyone close to me ( Read more... )

Okay folks, I have cannabolized two different computers from two different companies and two different tech levels even and somehow made one that works....kinda. Well lets just say that I am using it to type this message so...so far so good. Inspiration to problems seems to strike me at the strangest times. For the solution to this whole dilema ( Read more... )

Well life is going well,I have lost a total of 37 lbs. hehe I am happy. My anger has been a problem as of late, but I am doin my best to get it under control, I have to find other ways cause I cannot stuff it down with a meal. This means of course that I fly off rather quick. Oh well not much else to say, hope to talk at ya later, andhopefully ( Read more... )

Just a quick message to let all know That I still live. Lost 21 pounds so far on the diet, I am happy about that, more to come ;). Anyhow that's about it, I will write more when I have the comp time to do so.

-Jeff

As an unfortunate side effect of this new life change I am about to enter, I cannot afford to pay for this laptop anylonger. It's a sacrifice on my part that must be done, and it ain't gonna be easy as one of my chill out things to do when I get off work and prep for bed is to check the ol mail and surf a bit (ie look at porn ;) ). But alas this ( Read more... )

Remember a while back when I had a post all about sweet and sour in life. Well it seems appropriate that I revisit that same topic, about other things of course, but when the shoe fits ( Read more... )

When he gets to heaven ( Read more... )

Well I had my physical today....and I am officially an idiot. I know, I've been an idiot all along right? Well if that's the case then i should be crowned High King of Idiots (all hail!) Anyway lemme give you a bit of backround as to why; I was sick as a dog yesterday, infact I had come home early from work on Tuesday, and crawled into bed, ( Read more... )

I love this time of year, the dark and ominous clouds, the rain fall, the cold breeze blowing from the ocean. Ah, the ocean, with it thunder and dark secrets pounding on the shore. A true thing of power. Soon I will be crashing out, hoping to grab what precious sleep I can before I go to my orientation and begin the process of the liquid diet. ( Read more... )