i have been telling every one lately that there are like 10 huge problems in my life that are effecting me greatly. some ppl have asked but i havne't realy spelled them out. i've been feeling better since my last post. there may be new developments with some things that have been realy stressing me. waiting to hear back about stuff. i'll let every ( Read more... )

Things in my life and on lj have gotten very out of hand. I'm still in a lot of emtional pain and tormoil. i have been told recently that i have a persecution complex, a god complex, am egotistical, and arrogant. I can't say these are wrong. i've know about all these issues of mine for years and try very hard to keep them in check. i try to be a ( Read more... )

when i was in college, i took a class about caree building, resume writing, and such things. i got a very good grade on my resume and have used that template ever since. they told us to do several things, NEVER have it more then 1 page, only put the last two jobs you want the potential imployers to see, and list the skills you want them to see ( Read more... )

It is no secret that i am power hungry and i like to run and control things. but is this a bad thing? I am very aware of my megolmaniac desires. I want to rule the world and shape it to my desires, but i dont' want to do to make me happy but to make the world a better place. i always annalize my moves and make sure i'm not doing things against the ( Read more... )

for about 2 years now, i have been unable to have my main computer browse the network to see other comptuers. every time i tried to fix the problem i would just keep hitting dead ends and banging my head on a wall. today i decided to take another go at it and WOOT! i found the problem. stupid missing file. copied the file from my other system and ( Read more... )

South park spoiler!!!!!

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I was able to confirm that we got Shoebox at penguicon tonight!!! his concert will follow the buffy musical!

i love hanging out with great freinds that you can just go any where and hang out and have a great time. great freinds are a good thing (:

You know what realy grinds my gears? when i can't find the droids i'm looking for.... er ... i mean ( Read more... )

i forgot one really excitement filled part of the con in my orginal post. after the gothsicles concert, steph, her super hot goth freinds, blaksmith(i think), and I were headed up to the 13th floor and we squeezed into the elevator with several other folks. this is not common knowledge, but i am closterphobic. it's not real bad, in a wide open ( Read more... )