Ok, so almost my whole group of friends are hanging out.. and i was completely excluded. It's no one's fault.. well, you could blame it on one.. but really, it's my fault.. because i care about my friends. Why that's such a crime, i do not know, but, it is. So, i really dont know what to do. im sick of being upset and wanting to cry.. i need to ( Read more... )

I am on such a spiritual high. Or maybe it's just be growing in God.. whatever it is, it's amazing! I think Amanda may be right.. about camp, and all. I went through my old diary, and it made me realize, camp holds the potential for spiritual strengthening. And, because of my past, I need any amount of that as i can get.

So.. the other day i was thinking.. and it hit me ( Read more... )

Hey.. i havent updated in a while.. Battlezone was great.. it's really sad that this is my last year for a lot of events with youth group :( feel like ive missed out on a lot.. but ya know what.. all i can do is make the best of it, which i intend to do :)

Why is it that when the Godly person you know you can talk to leaves for 3 weeks, everything seems to go haywire? I know I'll be ok, I have Jesus, but I don't know.. I don't like feeling like everything is going haywire. lol. Ok, well, I guess I'll try to call Melissa.

well.. today are my senior pictures.. it's exciting, one with each dog, and then one with my two best friends. Only thing is, im really nervous for some reason.. i hope and pray that it all goes extremely well.

I'm hungry.. therefore, i shall eat.. if everything hasnt been given to Storm already.. grr. I can't wait til i talk to amanda today.. but ya know, i guess that happens when you feel unloved by someone, you get anxious to talk to someone who actually does love you. (hint, one who doesnt is my mom's mom)

I liked camp for the most part, it had it's negatives, but hey, nothing is perfect.. and dr. Tom Farrell is a really good speaker, he made perfect sense in most areas. except he made it sound Christians shouldnt have non-Christian friends.. how else are we supposed to get the Word out. I officially made it clear to God that if He wants me in full ( Read more... )

haha.. army team won!! cuz we're awesome. now im still really unsure about camp.

so. i have to meet at the Church in 2 hours for New York, I'm so excited. I have such a peace about it all. And ever since God really confirmed He wants me to go, I'm so anxious to see how He uses me there, because it's going to be wonderful. And, I'm so anxious for the spiritual growth that will also take place.. SOOOO EXCITED.