Fuck people who don't think I'm worth anything. You know what? I'm sorry I'm fucking human. Fuck those who always look down their noses at me and fuck them for thinking they're better than I am and I'm not worth an effort. Fuck people who find me easy to dicard, it's happened to me all my life and I never said anything, well now I'm saying "Fuck ( Read more... )

So, I just got back from seeing Disturbia. Good movie. There were a couple of makeout scenes in there I really didn't need to see because they made me want something I can't have but oh well. I'm becoming somewhat more outgoing now, though it took me a year and a half to do so, but even so, the only people I can consider friends are a mom of three ( Read more... )

So after listening to 19 v-mails from my mother it has been decreed that I am indeed an orphan, that I came from the bowels of hell, i have pissed and taken a shit on life itself, i'm a liar because i sure as hell could come to the phone, i need to go to a school on how to respect your mother, i'm going to be replaced by adopted children who have ( Read more... )

Okay, so I stopped working at Victoria's Secret because working there fucking sucks. I end up getting a job righ tnext to it which is super slack and I get better pay. Everything is good...then the manager from the other store that closed down became our new manager and she's fucking insane. All of my co-workers are saying so. Within the first ten ( Read more... )

Fuck it.

Goin' to the party where the heat is on, all night on the beach till the break of dawn, welcome to Miami, welcome to Miami.

Well, I finally went to California to meet my estranged granparents. I must say, they are the cutest people. The thing I want to write about though is that today I went to my dad's grave. After ten years I didn't know how I would react. I went up there with my grandpa. My grandma won't go because she gets too emotional. Anyway, when we pulled up ( Read more... )

I'm finally excited about college. I've been working my ass off trying to get in as many hours as I can before I get back to Florida so I can pay for a small portion of my tuition myself like a big girl. I'm also excited I'll be closer to my grandma, we actually get along now and even though she lives in Haiti, Miami is a hell of a lot closer than ( Read more... )

I don't have Hepititis C like i thought i did for the past three weeks.

Last night I learned that things change and friends you had become friends of others and eventually you become an association. I learned in a whole new way that karma is a bitch. For those of you who don't believe in it, know that it has bitten me in the ass twice in the past four years. Certain things are too close to home to be coincidences ( Read more... )