Venting about Journals...

[blayze441]

I'm finding that sometimes it's just better to know what you're told. I don't understand how someone can be at their wit's end and not willing to say "help me, I'm losing hope here. This is what I feel I'm lacking, this is what I feel I need..." How can you know how bad something is unless you're told? How can you help someone unless you know

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[202391297820]

I think it's that you think I don't know what you're lacking. You assume I don't have an idea of what's going on, but I do. I'm constantly trying to figure out ways to combine our feelings on things into one and it's not easy. It doesn't help when I'm told I'm doing everything wrong and I need to do it like this, that's just depressing. I guess I don't actually mind you suggesting things, it's just that sometimes the way you put it can be quite harsh. I love you and I want nothing more than to make you happy, but I want to feel like I can make both of us happy at the same time.

[blayze441]

I've never said that you do everything wrong. Please, if you're going to make me out as a bitch, at least use the facts.

[blayze441]

We've seriously got to talk. I've wanted to talk to you since Wednesday, but I don't really have the voice for a long conversation. Tomorrow should be fine. I just really need to tell you what's been going on and how I feel. You can do the same too, but don't interrupt. I don't want to argue either, just talk. I love you too.