Again, it's been such a long time since I wrote on here, or anywhere for that matter. Expressing myself has never been one of my strengths after all. After all is said and done, this past summer has been the best summer I've ever had. Two reasons. One, I met Lauren. Two, I actually feel like I'm breaking free of this depressing spiral I call my ( Read more... )

I found this interesting.....
What do you think?

Family is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents.


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First and formost, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to Lisa Ngo ( Read more... )

I'm tired of this seemingly meaningless existence. All I do is cause pain and hurt to the people around me. What am I supposed to do with my life anyway? I'm not even allowed to live a life that I want to so what's the point? I feel like I'm only holding on to my life as it slowly slips away from me.....

I haven't really written in here for a long time and I've finally gotten an urge to say something. Recently I've been feeling like I'm losing my humanity more and more. All I ever do is hear orders, "do this" or "do that." I feel more like a machine that's only good at taking orders. What ever happened to what I want or how I feel? I'm tired of ( Read more... )

So the past few days haven't had too much action. I haven't really done too much. Monday I went to play pool with Yazzy and Phil, but our bowling excursion didn't go as planned. Yesterday I basically just stayed home and stuck to my computer. Today I watched a movie with Yazzy and just stayed home the rest of the day. I'm hoping that the next few ( Read more... )

A1 - I'll Take the Tears ( Read more... )

Well I guess this summer isn't going to be different from any other summers that I've lived through. I've been trying to find a job and I'm still unsuccessful. So far it's just the same old routine: wake up, get ready, hang out with friends, sleep. Maybe there will be something interesting near the end of summer. Who knows? Well, that's my recap of ( Read more... )

Well, the whole weekend is over and I'm kind of sad. Basically everything about high school ended for me in one weekend. First off, my track season ended on friday when I failed to make state, then I had my last marching band parade on Saturday up in Bellingham. Then of course there was prom on Sunday. I don't want to dwell on the sad so I'll just ( Read more... )