its been so long ( Read more... )

i HAD to post this


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it's more than that
i would love to just be able to say how i feel, even if i didn't get what i wanted back, i would be ok...

but i'm scared

scared of losing what i have
it wouldn't be the same
it couldn't

i really wish
sometimes
that i could tell someone how i feel
and if it didn't turn out the way i wanted it to
that i could rewind time
and it would be like it never happened
but i can't
and so i'm going to keep my mouth shut

arg

what do you do when your brain says there are 26387 reasons not to like someone

but your heart just doesn't listen?

I've been pretty busy lately, and I love it. Last week I worked like 27-something hours, which is pretty sweet.  This week I got 20, which is still okay, and I was supposed to work at CEC yesterday but I called off.  I'm babysitting tonight, and all day on Friday, so that'll make up for it.  I can't go to bible study on wednesday which makes me sad ( Read more... )

Yesterday's update was pretty short, so here's what I've been up to lately (in case anyone cares ( Read more... )

I really have no complaints right now...the job is going well (really you can't go wrong working with your best friend...).  I don't know what it is, but I've been really happy lately.  It's probably not one thing in particular, more like a combination of a whole lot of things going right for me lately.  God is good.  56 days 'til Kingdom Bound and ( Read more... )

It's been a while since really updated...I've been keeping busy, for the most part ( Read more... )