I'm gunna make some changes...definately.

fuuuuck! Dont you hate when you type something out and you accidentally hit a button and it fuckin dissapears? Yeah it's lovely!

i now know why i go out & buy gift bags & paper.
b-cuz i SUCK at wrapping presents.
and i know this because i just wrapped three.
they are the ugliest things i have ever seen.
its largely a part to do with how frustrated i was & now im extremely tired.

goodnight.

idk what to do damnit.
yeah, hes a GOOD guy.
he's got a kid.
butt, he USED to be with one of my best friends.
andd, he still lives with the baby mama.
soo idk.
am i really ready to be in a realtionship again?
after my last, fake, fucked up one?
ahhh, everything is so confusing.
but hopefully he's comin over to talk tommorrow.

happy FUCKING new year.
yeah great
wonder if this year could possibly be worst than the last.
i really am sick of everything.
staying in, going out.
i dont think i know how to have fun anymore.

i hope everyone had a good christmas.
cus i once i got back here, i know i sure as hell did
<3333333333333

my little girl turned ONE today!

we ate cake + all that.

i feel so old now. ha

HAPPY VALENTINEZ DAY <3

FRiENDS 0NLY
b-cuz:
1] mah family iz ALWAYZ in mah shyt- n dey dun n33da read thiz
2] i dun wan BYTCHEZ i dun lyk readin thiz
3] cuz i can do tha ;]

thiz iz mah new j0urnaL! uh 0! lol* c0mment + iLL add chu baCc! me + mrissa iz chyLLn...u kno whaz up!