One day I am going to make something of myself but right now I am going to fade away into the nonexistant. I don't know what's going on with me so don't ask all I know is I am no one. Everyone knows my name but I don't know who I am. It's time for me to sleep.

I have started to not care. Not carring about myself, not carring about my grades, not carring about love. I don't know what it is with me latley, I was so into getting good grades but it al just flopped. My sobriety might take a hit and become none existant. There is just so much shit going on. My parents are being fucking rotting cum rags ( Read more... )

So Valintines day.....was goooood. There was really only one altercation that made it seem bad but that only lasted for like five minutes and it was over. It was good to send the entire day alone with Sarah. Evn though I tried to take a nap after lunch and she woke me up in a bizzar way.... -.- I was sooo tired. I don't know if I actually fell ( Read more... )

So the world sucks the donkey balls of an austrian beastiality donkey. There is no such thing as a "family meeting" it's just lets get our children wanting to kill them selves talk. I know it has been a long time since have updated and I should prolly do it more. My mom admited that she dosn't like me. She also admited that she is waiting for ( Read more... )

OMFG I AM GOING TO BE SICK I JUST SAW A NUDE PICTURE OF MY SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to find me english binder I can't find it I need to know where it is. I am so going to fail my english class. Fuck I really need to find my binder. I am going to have to pull and all nighter but thats ok cuz there is only one class I cant sleep through tomorrow. I dunno what to say. Everyone didn't seem to happy to be back at school. I ( Read more... )

Yeah depression has set in 6 hrs before I have to be at school and it sets in. I was really selfish today when Saraah came over. Like I was all I wanna do this and I wanna do that. We did too. Not once did I ask her what she wanted and I feel so bad for it. I will make it up to you I promise. It is a big deal. I will make it up to you twice ( Read more... )

Yeah so christmas sucks. Speacil thanks to no one. Like the only people who made it good were my close friends. Paul was so awsome on christmas brought over F.L.C.L. great anime for people who are into that kinda thing. My Girlfriend Sarah even though I didn't see her on christmas day she still made it a good time. I dunno what else to say. ( Read more... )

Nothing much has been happening. Gone to meetings. Nothing wrong happened there. Spent time with Sarah, all that has been going great. No fights as of late, well there was one of the PS2 controller. Thats was quickly resolved though, it was kinda stupid. I dunno what else to say. Christmas is somming up soon so I am most likely not going to ( Read more... )

Going to school tomorrow seems so pointless. I will have 3 hrs of class then another 3 hrs of a damn school concert that I have to sit and listen to. I am tryin to find a way to get outa there. I just hope there are no 2 hr delays tomorrow. Fucking superentendent dosn't know what hes doing anymore. I have been short tempered as of late I dunno ( Read more... )