Well I finally listened to my Strokes cd after 7 hours of having it right infront of me. There's something wrong with me, there really is. But I must say, I have self control for not listening to it. I just felt weird listening to it when my grandparents are here. Yes, I'm weird ( Read more... )

i HATE HATE HATE when you listen to a cd and it brings back all sorts of memories... mostly when it's good memories ( Read more... )

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So I think i'm slowly getting over everything. Slowly though. And the thing bothering me yesterday isn't really bothering me anymore, unless I really think about it and overanalyze everything, then it bothers me, so I try not to do that. Haha. But i'll be fine, just need some time ( Read more... )

i hate people. everyone just gets on my nerves so much. maybe it's a good thing i'll be staying in my room all night watching movies by myself cause right now i just don't feel like seeing anyone or talking to anyone. i really can't rely on anyone anymore. blah ( Read more... )

listening to bright eyes and reading old paper journal entries about meeting tom for the firs time. it's bringing tears to my eyes cause i remember that night that i met him was one of the best nights of my life. i'll never be able to repeat those feelings i was feeling that night. it was just totally amazing. i just love thinking back to that ( Read more... )

i had SO much fun at the buck and doe otonight. i'm SO hapy i went. none of kates friends showed up except her best friend and me and her had all the same music interests it was so great. so that was really cool. we all had so much fun. dancing and laughing. i think i drank a little too much but its okay. i got up on the dance floor. they played ( Read more... )

I am TOTALLY kicking myself right now. Why didn't I go down to MuchMusic? WHY? UGH. I just watched the All American Rejects interview, and they had it outside, with a few fans. And my friend Beck asked the one and only question. I'm so beyond jealous. I should have went. I'm so dumb. But I must say that they are [well only Tyson and Nick] are my ( Read more... )

i feel depressed again. i actually thought about cutting myself today. but i didn't. i wanted too though. i just feel like my whole world is falling apart on me. i can't rely on anyone anymore. only me, that's all. i just wanna push everyone out of my life, and live a distant life ( Read more... )

It's been a long day. I feel like i've done so much today. So Tom came down again this weekend. He was sick though. I feel bad that he came down even though he was sick. So we just stayed in, ordered chinese food, and watched movies. He left his DVD player here, so i'm going to take advantage of that. I'll most likely get sick now. Oh well ( Read more... )