Today I just don't feel like smileing or doing anything I don't care about life right now, I don't know what it is. sigh* I hate days like today it is probably a mixture of little things coming together to form one unpleasate bowl of......junk I miss my waterbed my new bed is way too small but other than that and the basement being too cold THings ( Read more... )

So, i move this week this is a weird feeling packing nup all my shit, leaveing A&W fuck ( Read more... )

i am moving out november 26th to my sisters house i hatre living at home so I am excited so now all you winnipeg friends can see more of the big T and that is a good thing cause I am better than everybody else you know.

So I finally just watched "crash", amazing movie not gunna lie I cried a bit haven't done that in years(over a movie) only one thing could have made that movie better. It's a real eye opener, humanity is shit and everybody needs work, but there is hope thats what I got from that. not much else tho? halloween was the sucks I had to work, and it was ( Read more... )

It has come to be clear to me I have no friends well i do but none on like an emotional basis nobody ever asks "whats wrong" "can I help you" nope nobody fuck everybody, nobody understands nobody even tries too, The only reason im posting this here is cause it's my only outlet besides my poetry but I dont show that to many ppl and if I do all i get ( Read more... )

I can't even look at pictures right now, fuck this is so hard. I have been fighting with my mom and dad so much latly like its at an all time high now, they keep asking me whats wrong but they dont deserve to know
they arnt even parents they are just roomates,

It just hit me what happened, it took 2 days but yea it finally hit me and It sucks ever more now, I am glad shes optimistic. and i bet all her friends are like awwwwwwwwww hugs and shit. mine are like...o cool lets go hit on chicks. all stoked on me being single? I can't go back to how I was not right now. That was my first relationship since i ( Read more... )

life is so good right now, O, o wait nope finding out the love of your life doesnt love you back is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I dont care about anything anymore You were the only fucking thing that brought me joy. i was just thinking o say yesterday that man i am so happy with the way things are going no complaints. looks like i ( Read more... )

Today at work was fucking terrible! IT was super busy and the back kitchen flooded! and the smell from the dirty water! good lord! you have to be there and I was. I want every devils rejects toy! cause im fucken lame! and I want zombie memorbillia(spelling) ie toys comics posters shirts! fuck im lame ahahahaha, anyway ( Read more... )

twas a fun weekend, tracy came over saturday, the show was saturday it went well altho 3 out of the 6!!!! bands fackin sucked a fat sack of nuts, this weekend also marked mine and tracy's one month and I could not be happier. I don't get a thanksgiving dinner cause i have to work tonight and last night, so thats alright....O wait1 its not alright ( Read more... )