i was so sleepy all day. i could hardley open my eyes this morning. i got home at around nine. just in time to baby-sit! mom and dad are out again. dear lord it's like they didnt get enough of dating before they got married. it was so cold today. and rainy. cold and rainy. not a good combination. i wish it was summer! i want the sun to come out. i ( Read more... )

so yeah had a half-day today, and we have one tomorrow. nothing special happen. i have tech for "anything Goes" again toady. Tomorrow's the show and were still not done with the set! we'll have to haul ass. everyone is such an jerk. they work until they get their thespian points then they stop. losers. i already got all mine. i accually have over. ( Read more... )

today me and joe switched hoodies. it was really funny to see him wearing my tight baby blue sweater. he could bearly get his arms through it. he is soo adorable. and everyone thinks were going out. but were not. idk. i'd like to spend some one on one time with him, but i just can't see me with a younger boy, even if he is taller.later today at ( Read more... )

ok to all teenagers who think they're in love, YOU"RE NOT IN LOVE! wake up dumb ass!!!!!! i hate it when kids say that, it absolutly drives me crazy. when your boyfriend says i love you, think before awnsering back. love is not a word to use lightly so stop saying it to every boyfriend/girlfirend that enters your life. oh bobby loves you, does he? ( Read more... )

my little cuzins slept over, and i woke this moring to cries of pain, laughter, and anguish (normal when they get together with my little brother) took my clothes down to thelaundy room cuz the made my room smell like weed from the concert. I woke up with "the end had no end" stuck in my head. :) that makes me happy. called ramsin. ate cold pizza ( Read more... )

the concert last night was fucking amazing. i had such a rad time. the aragon is soo cool. when i got there i met up w/ ramsin and his friends who were accually really fun. i couldn't find anney though so i like called her 6 times. i think i annoyed just about everyone else in the car with her. but she finally got there. i didn't see her though. it ( Read more... )

tee-hee. i <3 Ben Kweller. today we took a stupid survay thing 1st period. it was about what the school was like and stuff. it had the dumbest questions like have you ever talked to a person of a differant religion or race. dear jesus. so i'm talking to conrad and mr. ivory goes what are talking about that's so important. i say, I'm having an ( Read more... )

i saw scott today for the 1st time after i told him that i wanted him cut out from my life. i was in a bad place then. and the worst part of it was he didn't even see me. i was driving down medhina (however you spell it idk), when i looked over and saw him in the car next door, and my heart started jummping up and down, and i missed my turn to turn

so today i woke up and tripped over the floor lamp again. i have two new brusies. in the shower i cut my-self shaving my legs. then i caught a glance of my-self in the mirror. deciding i looked exceptionaly fat today i skipped breakfast and packed strawberries for lunch. i took a test in chemistry and as usual, didn't know what the hell i was doing ( Read more... )

so i really like joe. we always are holding hands and flirting and stuff. today at set constuction we were taking stuff outside to the dumpster ( and it was raining YAY rain!) and we splashed in puddles and he picked me up and twirled me. tee hee. and then i kissed him. just alittle peck on the lips, and he kissed me back later. everyone thinks he' ( Read more... )