So many things left unsaid my brightside faded away. Less than zero a shade apart from what I feel. Cold

sometimes I sing by myself. alone, away from the angels that hold my hand. as I walked way scared. from the memories that I choked on. memories of you. wiping them away with glass. angels sing songs about you. they bleed in my dreams bringing those memories of you alive. as the angels fall to their knees. their wings were torn in my dreams. my eyes ( Read more... )

i never believed in much but i believed in you..

this weekend was nice. jeff came down to hangout for the weekend it was really nice i miss him lots. we watched basketball diaries, went to maryannes saturday morning to eat and then climbed the fire tower and found a really cool cat that followed us around. i got a new guitar this weekend too and its really nice. last night gilly came over to ( Read more... )

last night was alot of fun. after work me matt and mikey drove to pick up mike in acton then went to meet gillian , falon, and ben at 80/s nightt.it was alot of fun and im glad i got to see gillian and falon for awhile cause i really miss them and it had been a wholee week since me and gillian got to hang out.when me and gilly were dancing there ( Read more... )

this weekend was really nice. got to hangout with jeff for alittle bit , and i got to spend alot of time with gilly this weekendd. im really glad falon has been around alot lately iv missed her soo soo much and now we get to hangout lots again ( Read more... )

uncomfortable and left behind. the saliva shines a silver as we make love. pulse catches in continuous beating. sore hands shake and bare feet feel froze. the beauty in the way the blue screen captures everything. the way it keeps on falling out of windows and into walls. triangles growing your wrists to keep you safe. i hope they keep you safe. ( Read more... )

yesterday worked 10-6 then i went to go hangout with gilly while she worked. we playedping pong, played the other game she invented, and drew/painted alittle bit. it was oh so funn. this morning me and mikey played guitar and watched some soccer movie then i fell asleep on him by accident and when i woke up he was gonee !. tonight hopefully i get ( Read more... )

today im trying to get all my stuff back into my room, i got a new carpet it looks really nicee. then later on tonight im going to see texas chainsaw massacre !!!! im oh so excited.

These sentences slip past these ghost town images of my sundays. indecisive, this was the car accident. coiled in lost perspective to horrid tales of expectation. reread words wrote wrong into this disillusion. somewhere in the insomnia of always not knowing. i'd rather be dead.