How is it possible that my house can breed 5 different kinds of chaos? Perhaps there's a kind of chaos for every living being that is here. 1 for me. 1 for Rowan. 1 for Sunshine. 1 for Remi. 1 for Blink. Or maybe there's 1 for me and 4 for Rowan. But what if it goes the other way? 4 for me and 1 for Rowan ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about writing in this for a while, just something to focus emotions that I cannot verbalize and get them out of my system. Too many nights of lying awake into the early hours of the morning trying to will myself to sleep. So many things going on. So many things I don't want to have to deal with. So many things I cannot control ( Read more... )

I'm happy ( Read more... )

I love Rowan to bits. But he needs to have a nap. Poor guy is so grumpy and miserable it's starting to rub off on me. He needs to nap so I can clean the house. And once that's done and finished, work on my studies. Remi is hiding under the couch. Oh, the life of a dog ( Read more... )

Save me. I'm going to Ponoka. Meaning I've got to see my brother. Oh. Yay. Whatever. We're only there for one night. I told Jason that if he's rude to me at all, I'm taking rowan and getting the eff out of there. I don't need to put up with any of his crap. Also told Jason that if he didn't wantt o leave I'd got to Aunt Theresa's place. She'll come ( Read more... )

So. let me tell you about the things that are going on in my life. First thigns first. Rowan and I are in Saskatoon. Rowan is doing STUPIDLY well and is adored by everything. Of course he is. He's got the BIGGEST blue eyes that anyone has ever seen. REAL heart breaker. Walking more and more and more every day. Picking up speed and things like that ( Read more... )

Well I am alive. Rowan is well and very active and very funny to watch. Quite the little charmer he is. Who knew what's going on in his head can actually come put in a series of amazingly annoying screams and shouts. He just realized that he can whine. And it sounds like this.. ( Read more... )

Hey guys. We're not dead! Actually ,been right freaking busy. Doing a lot of thinking and things like that. The effing dog is still with us. Supposed to have dropped her off on Wedmoesday. Didn't make it. I lothe that dog. I can't wait for her to go back. Holly's going to want to ditch her off somewhere ( Read more... )

Well. Yes. I finally joined said Facebook. I had enough freaking requests to do such a thing ( Read more... )

Rowan and I are at the cafe in town on the laptop. He's sitting in the highchair looking at me going, lady there's something wrong with my mouth and it hurts like there's no tomorrow. DO SOMETHING TO FIX IT DAMN IT ( Read more... )