Sarah Conelly

She tries to be temptation
But all she is
Is submission
(Everybody's good time)

She's a pair of shoes
Everybody's slipped into
Worn down
Increasingly unwanted
Tucked away in the closet
a dirty little secret

[Whore.]

Tossed aside
The markdown at the Salvation Army
Only the needy take her around the block.

You.
Such as small word.
Filled with hurt, betrayl, LIES.
I wish I had the time to break you.
I hold no pity, empathy, for you.

I loved you more than words can say
I think about you everyday.

I hate you.
I truly do.
Mark my words:
You will feel shame
When you realize
Who's to blame.
I gave you love
You gave me pain.
Mark my words:
you will feel

"Pain," you say, and hte memories hold me transfixed
Stab another lie into me
You're so shallow
insensitive
That I blur my eyes to ignore it.
One day you'll see
You'll see me
And you will bleed.
You never loved me ( Read more... )

Destroy. Create ( Read more... )

I keep thinking that all this is merely a 5 minute step out of my skin. That when I come back, everything will be like the hairs on my body remembered it. I needed this, you needed this. I've picked away the scab of misplaced emotions, revealing the shiny pink flesh of you underneath. I can whisper a million names for you, but all these ( Read more... )

Somehow, inexplicably, your found the spot just between my ribs, the place where I hide all the truth of me, and stabbed me with your promises[lies]. Angling toward my heart, twisting & kneeding, you never understood what the fire meant. It's times like this, I can curse God & swear off love, becuase pain was never so divine, never perfected untill ( Read more... )

Le ciel vous a respiré dans; j'étais envieux ( Read more... )

La motte de. Je vous déteste. Je vous aime. M'embrasser.

My serotoin is a rollercoster. after the events of yesterday, I just want to roll over and sleep myself to death. I have no willpower, and I'm afraid I have none to share. I'm much to wore down for this. Going through hte motions again and again and again and again -- I'd rather just take some valium and slip into oblivion. I'm sorry if I don't ( Read more... )

I can feel his pain in between my bones sometimes, when his voice shakes as much as his adamns apple. It hurts and aches, pulling at hte edges of his smile (and mine). I see it in him, clear as day, because he suffers the same diease. We have a stalemate -- don't ask, don't tell, & don't notice. I want to hold him, but then he'd get to return the ( Read more... )