You're such an inspiration for the ways ( Read more... )

His hands were shaking and I was enraged. He cannot overthrow hte Mother, the Crone, so the Maiden must do it. She sits upon her throne of dust, death & ignorance. Demeter is angry because I'm stealing her child. Flit &pout &cry, but I will win, because he's hungry & the fruit is laid before him ( Read more... )

Mr. B Flat and Ms. Emotional Masocism. Hmmmmm .... I crave the taste of him, I crave the complications it entails. He plays along so delightfully that I could loose all sense of meaning and shape in the space between his lips and his tongue. I'm making love to him between tracks on the radio, because every song is about him suddenly. He kisses my ( Read more... )

The taste of anticipation & cigarettes linger. I roll him on my tongue like a fine bordeaux, twice as sweet & just as intoxicating. My stomach is in knots & my mind is buzzing thru the night, thru the starts on Orions belt, thru him. He's just as I imagined him, smelling of Ivory & adrenaline ( Read more... )

I took everyone off my friends list that I even remotely knew. Not that anyone cares, I'm sure, but its just fucking easier to do that than to make all of my entries private.

Smeared Lipstick & sishing wells. That's all life really boils down too. And that's fine, so long as I have a half tank of gas and glass eyes. I stare at you till you burn, till you grow uncomfortable, then I'll blink our of your life. Boys stare at me & girls hate me. And I'm not hte kind of girl you take home to Mom. I wear black hair & red ( Read more... )

Robin Williams is a terrible criminal, and I'm afraid I'm not the heroine I make myself out to be.I'm 20 pounds overweight & live through the words of others because my life is complex and rather dull. If anyone can help me, take a number, stand in line, then get the fuck out. If I've learned anything, it's that only I can save myself. But I can't ( Read more... )

I'm not sure exactly what happened. As children we were told we could be anything we wanted to be, and we believed it. Ten years later, puberty and insecurites have taken over, and suddenly, you're never good enough to own your own dreams, and the people who supported you most are now the ones who hold you down. I've grown old enough to find out ( Read more... )

So many things have happened, or haven't happened ( Read more... )

"...poetic justice has a field day with my life."

so much things to say .... but only 7 minutes till my next class ...