I may be far from completion on my journey of self improvement, but I left you at the metaphorical starting line to choke on my dust of glitter, that tastes slightly of pumpkin. while you were so distracted making me hate and doubt myself, I lapped you like 20 billion times. you think you're a perfect package in your obese condescending ( Read more... )

hold on to the present, forget the past I already climbed that mountain. sometimes you must take a chance, a final destination style russian roulette

I miss her in some almost religious way. I miss Kayla. They say I'm not her anymore, maybe I never was. Mind Fuckery. I would like to believe this new stranger I have became just ate her and is holding her captive in some weird demented process of evolution. I am forever lost, forever meandering just like the silohette of that younger inner

it is just my observation
3 people go through a fuckton of toilet paper
spiders are cocky bastards
papa needs to go home..... hes drunk
I am mentally intriguided
I need to urinate
my life is not mine anymore, I'm just along for the ride

How did this atrocity happen? How did the cereal bowl shatter into her oh so perfect fading tounaquet holding her unsullied facade together? what becomes of fraudalent offspring manifestations to a bleeding whore in denial?

I have so many words, thoughts, emotions swirling, entwining in the mess that is my head I find it growing hard to decipher and articulate them into prose. Armed with egotistical verbal meanderings, a socially unaccepted mouth and jaded life experiences I shall persevere. However even knowing I am a survivor I still feel inadeqate, unworthy. Like ( Read more... )

Dont shit where you eat or eat where you shit ( Read more... )

i made believe that all my mangled black glass shards were leaking subhuman biological waste ( Read more... )

I trace bleeding circles under my eyelids in the lost hopes that maybe, just maybe I can blind myself from these haunting images called life. I pinch myself hoping to wake up from this twisted, tormented nightmare. I welcome the breath of death as it breathes intensely on my neck, it's haletosis clogging my nose and bringing my spaced out head ( Read more... )

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