This journal has become inferior to my real one. i'm more open to it anyway. people that i thought i liked i strongly feel otherwise. i've recieved many mix cd's lately. some have been bitter. but that doesn't make sense. i've become completely mutual to almost all. It's pretty cool. good cd title...rockkillsken.

I've come to the conclusion that i really don't cares about anyone. and i'm pretty sure no one cares about me either. and i an ok with that.

i hate people sitting behind me.
especially certain people
and for the past three days someone has been behind me
not even noticing me

but it still makes me feel uncomfortable.

susie s. needs to take the A out of the air.

i doubt anyone will read this, it will be too long.

this weekend was eventful and boring.
friday i went to first friday with antony, andie (plus i sighting of gabby). there was just too much sceneary for me. i got bombarded by lilith fair fans and san antonio ancients. i was afraid i was going to be killed outside of blue star. when me and anthony ( Read more... )

hangin with anthony

fun

l8ters

so i am pretty much completely stressed OUT!
school starts in three days and i haven't done walden.
reading it is a definite bitch. but i am sure that i will get through all of this once the second week of school starts, i won't even be thinking about the summer.

so my test starts monday

hopefully the latter of high school will be the better.

so this past week has been eventful. but maybe only in my mind. i have come to conclusions that were there the entire time, but i just refused to see them. luckily there are people in my life that will just smack them into me ( Read more... )

someone should visit me at work today.

if you know where that is (and some of you do), you should come see me. i work from five to midnight.

work it

today was interesting.
truths were revealed, but not in the manor i had hoped for.
but i will say

"some weight has been lifted off of my sholders".

but not enough

the buble collection is now complete ( Read more... )