show last night. started the night with gabby david andrew nathan and was eventually surrounded by michelle mark clayton erin ade morgan...morgan and many more. i'm sorry gabby. next time i'll be more fun :(

So it seems that i an once again the odd homo out. all the gay kids have decided to have a summer fling, or continue there school year one. and i've got to say that a few of them are too strange to handle. this season of celibacy was not a choice of mine. still not getting why i'm That undesirable. i get that i'm a bitch but come on. without as ( Read more... )

As bdays go this wasn't the worst,not the best either since there aren't any. no one really knew and from those who did i got happy wishes. though most of the day i was ignored by my "friends", not unusual. my mother is bitching because i don't open up enough. and my romantic life is as nonexistent as usual. this isn't a pity party, just stating ( Read more... )

I'm not upset. jealouse. that's the right term. and this is Not a secret so i'm not like him(you know).

I have a straight friend that watches gay porn(true). a sentence that describes my day. awkward. confusing. slightly hot. I think i failed the history practice ap test. i have to sit by kyle fisher in physics :/. and i watched a boy masturbate in health. a day meant for my memoir>i dont appreciate being spoken to just because SHE'S not there.im ( Read more... )

So this week might be the worst 2 days i've had all year. field trip sucked. free day at school..all day sucked. lunch sucked. when someone informs YOU that YOU are one of their good friends you don't expect them to dump you for their new beau the next day. revenge is a bitch. katie I'm sorry. i get it.

this week might have been the worst 2 Days of this school year. went on a field trip, it sucked. had a pretty much free day today and yet, sucked. it's funny when people tell YOU that YOU are their good friends and then they get get girlfriends and you're gone. payback's a bitch. I'm sorry katie.

My confessions. they might be for you...you never know. 1. I know your in my closet and that hat won't help you. 2. i know you still love her, Just call her anne. 3. come on dixie chicas, Bush isn't that bad. 4. i know you have angelina stashed in your closet. 5. Don't be a ( Read more... )

so fuck it. if these boys don't want me i need to let it go. i should be content with the fact that i am a good person despite popular belief. i do for my friends whatever they need. though they don't ask of me anything because they don't i can come through. but i know what i'm capable of. and if these guys who only tick through their dicks don't ( Read more... )

So i got some news today that isn't really bad but it surely was not good. it seems that everything i hear lately is trying to encourage me to be celibate. whoever i have feelings for doesn't care for me and those that like me are either whores or i am simply not attracted to them. but in all of these situations it seems that i am the one in the ( Read more... )