casa de richard

rats

feeding snakes

mCdonalds

dirty pools

super smash brothers

silverado

sneaking in

derek

phillip

Kenneth Lee

cheating the drink system

M:I:3

pizza box messages

star wars monopoly till 3 a.m.

today is bad. my loser friends ditched me today and they don't even know it. i'm not going to say anything to them. so i am going to hang out with anthony. it will be cool

laters

my day sucked. phillip fabian informed me.

nothing cool today

kenneth solis scared me in the hallway
i was walking with nadia after lunch and i didn't notice that kenneth was coming right toward me. when i looked up he screamed and i was scared. nadia thought it was the funniest thing ever.

good thing i wasn't drinking something

I constantly wake up at three in the morning. I usually do on or more of the following ( Read more... )

i am learning that the friends i thought i had were simply entertaining me. i think i like people to easily and then they only disappoint me (unintentionally i hope). i need to stop coming to the conclusion that someone really enjoys my company unless i know for sure. i know i am being dramatic, but i am just down lately. i give up. no more tryingp

so i haven't written here in a long time. i got to absorbed into myspace and forgot about my origins. but not anymore. so my life has been okay lately. school work is a little frustrating. and i haven't found that friend i have been looking for yet. but i will live. i am trying to put boys out of my system. at least for now. there is no one at my ( Read more... )

I want a best friend. I want to be accepted. I want to be 18. I want an apple pie. I want to like myself. I want not to be gay. I want a boy to love me. I want to get out of school. I want to get married. I want someone to just listen. I want to feel like I belong. I want to shoot my mom. I want to get answers from God. I want to just....know ( Read more... )

i totally fucked up arthurs feeling because i told him i still had feelings for him. what trouble i've caused. i suck. i want next year to come so i can crush on some new hot gay freshman, then we can have the perfect relationship and i won't have any more problems.

THAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN JOSH GROBAN COMES TO MY HOUSE AND MAKES OUT WITH ME!

been a while since i've written here. i told a person about my secret crush. and now as a result of this like 4 new people know. how horrible. luckily i haven't told anyone who i am in love with. the one that people know about is the one i simply have a crush on. anyways. now that person that i like is probably going to find out(since everyone at ( Read more... )