Days are going well.
Probably going in for surgery on my throat soon.
It's all still in the air.

Talk to me and tell me what you believe.
It won't matter.
Because i don't believe you.

Trust in trust and not in those who have it.

in 3 weeks.
woop.

Lifes been ridiculous.
Hill after hill..
every now and then a valley.

English is a mountain.

beginning to hate people..

It happens.
Only a few are worth talking to anyhow.
I'm slowly beginning to relize that fact.
And I'm doing better than ever.

Wish em happy birthday on the 21 :D

<3

*I miss Poppy.

A gram a day ?
400$ over two weeks..
Hiding your emotions with addictions.

This is Lakeland's future.
This needs to cease.

You have no options.

Your only options are to live, or die.
This is tough love.
This is the truth.
This is rock bottom.

Now wake up,
and get up.

Who's afraid of the big bad wolf?
Back off.
Kendell knows what I'm saying.

Lifes going extremely well.
And I've recently relized how to get what i need
instead of just what i want.

Hello growing up.
Nice to feel it.

I think it's about time you all grow up too.

I'm doing amazingly well.
Lately I've been staying out with Aaron.
But not just Aaron..
Aaron, Abbey, and Jared. /<3

I've reavaluated my life,
and I'm enjoying it much more now.

Actually,
I'm loving life.

And I no longer care what you think about me.
Because I thyink I'm doing pretty damn good.
=]

The xanax comment was out of the question.

I don't do it.
It was an expression of anger and disgust.

bahaha btw Tara can not spell disgust..

www.myspace.com/___markeddisaster

*sigh*

here we go again.

Well.. my life has dramatically taken a turn ( Read more... )

oh yeah. i miss poppy and ian =[

when you can't forget your past.

I haven't slept.
nor have I eaten.

I owe too many apoligies to name.

Chris Yates showed up on my doorstep the
other night..

hello trouble.

I need sleep. I need to stop drinking
so many energy drinks. I need to pull
myself out of depression. I need my
friends.. no .. my family back.