God, I'm on my knees
Looking up to sky
As the rain pours down
Slit wrist, blood flowing.
Take me now
Take me as I am...
Why can't I just die for once?
Make this last attempt mean something!
I can't take this anymore!!!
Slit wrist, blood flowing
This is sooo predictable.
I know I won't die
I will be found
Slit wrist, blood flowing.
God, I'm on my knees
Looking up ( Read more... )

ATTENTION ( Read more... )

( Pictures of the sky, little kids, kittys and scars.... )

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer
Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You ( Read more... )

I went out around 11pm and walked around town, crying my eyes out. I came home around 4am and I went online and talked to Gareth till 6am. Interesting convo.

I hate myself and I will destroy myself before anyone gets to me.

Fuck you and everything you stand for(That's for Billi)

I wait for something..you gave me nothing(That's for Matt)

Walk away ( Read more... )

( I'd die right in your arms if I could )

( my mom is being a joo!!! lol )

Forever is a day away
Tomorrow will never come
Today will go soo slow
These tears forever fall
Forever and a day
Seems like nothing
But waiting is all we ever do.
And I'm just so damn tired of waiting.

I am so weak and powerless over you

Wow....today is 9/11 and the planes have already crashed...and the towers are falling...watching the world fall out of my grip...watching these memories fade away leaving only what hurts left. Inhale the dust and dirt, inhale the lifes. I will not stand for this. I will not let my world fall apart because I can't express how I feel. I've been ( Read more... )

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you fucked up my mind
You’re going to pay this time

I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside