I'm writing in a notebook as a journal...when i am done, does anybody want to have it or read it? if so leave a comment on this entry!

( Life is a bitch, smack it )

I feel soo lost. So confused. I feel as if I hurt someone.

I read old journal entries...jesus I am fucked up. I can't believe I've done some of the shit I have done. I think I'm going to do something I should have done long time ago. I'm going thru entries and deleting all the ones that are going to make me cry...or hurt me.

I'm off to cry my eyes ( Read more... )

School....

Health-I walked in right before the bell rang. I felt like shit, I looked like shit...cept I was wearing a skirt. woo..go me. The preppy rich bitch was bothering me again and I wanted to throw my Algebra book really hard at her...but I held back. I wanted to go to the bathroom and throw up...but I didn't go because its just wrong.

Gym- ( Read more... )

I am so confused

When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me

Everything has to end
You’ll soon find that we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never froun eventually break down
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find that we’re out of time left to watch in all ( Read more... )

okay, so I thought my life was going fine. But now this is the story.

-Billi and Matt are going out
-I'm now known as a wannabe cutter because one of my cuts looks like scratches.
-I have no friends, what so ever. They are all fake.
-I took like 20 sleeping pills, and 6 shots of tequlia and vodka and nothing is happening
-I feel as if I don't exist.
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I want to shove a knife right into my heart. No, I want to cut my heart out..cook it and feed it to Billi and Matt....=) I don't think I need to say more.

I had tears falling down my cheeks as I walked on the bus...

Yesterday was a million years ago ( Read more... )

( Its the last day on earth )