alot is going on this week... thursday is very special < two months of absolut bliss, i can truly say i wouldn't change a thing >, friday: i finally get to see MORRISSEY < completly ecstatic about that >, and saturday: i get to see My Chemical Romance.  this week looks rather appealing    :)
on another note i got offered to move to boston mass. i ( Read more... )

it seems that everything is actually falling into place.

i'm living absolutly in bliss right now.  i can say i'm walking over clouds.

your hand in mine is a flawless fit...

alot has happened since i last wrote.. the e-mail's are still coming, which is getting quite irritating now.  i know jackie's sending them so i really don't believe anything that she has to say.  yet, the last one really bothered me alot, just what it said made me fear for johnny.  i don't know how much of it is actually true but i would do ( Read more... )

ok, everything seemed to be going great.. now i really don't know what the hell is going on.  i'm not doubting anyone, i just want to know what's going on.  i really trust johnny but i don't know what to think of these e-mails i've been getting lately. i don't want to get my heart broken again, guess it's a bit to late since i've already fallen for ( Read more... )

i have all i ever wanted. then why do i feel so empty?  i'm completely in love. yet, nothing seems matter, all these bad memories of the horrible shit that happened when i was younger are coming back. just out of the blue, like it's there to haunt me for the rest of my life.  i'm so emotional right now.  i feel the tears just come out of nowhere.  ( Read more... )

Every Flower I Touch
Disintegrates

Pulchritude quickly Dissolves

Interchanges
to
Black
and
Splinters

Push away all the Pulchritude
For it will Tarnish
in my hands

Alone with the Thorns
my bleeding
heart
Withers...