Truthfully I dont want to be here anymore
I dont want to be alone anymore

I just have been reading Mitch's live journal from last year
and i cant stop crying

I fuckan hate being so alone

Life has changed so much since I last updated ( Read more... )

So yesterday was quite the amazing day ( Read more... )

So yesterday I was quite lazy but after I got up I went to 711 and got Mitchell a slurpee and then dropped that and some other stuff off at his work. I got to stay and talk to him for a little I really liked that. Then I went to the bank ( Read more... )

So today didn't start off great... brothers woke me up every 5 mins.... and then I decided to lay in the sun for a little bit... after 45 mins outside decided to come back inside and i was in the pool for a good portion of that 45 mins.... after a bunch of things i realized i got MASSIVE sun burn... im in alot of pain ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in ever... oh wells ( Read more... )

Wow life is so confusing.... well last night must have been one of the bet nights of my life...

I have realized I need to be straight forward with people

I need to stop hiding

Stop lying

And I am going to start telling the truth and not lying

Some things from my past have been bugging me and pressuring me and I am trying so hard not to give in ( Read more... )

So life has been really good lately ( Read more... )

How I have neglected this journal... well I have been really busy for softball, school, work, and so much more ( Read more... )

Not much to say but I am losing it.... Me thinking that everything was going to be okay and everything was over and im done with it... it comes back. This week has been a repeat of the last 3 years of my life that i have been trying to erase. I don't know how much I will be able to handle.