so things have ended... sorta. still hope but not my girl anymore. i failed you. we'll do better next time around.

so w/ girl issues this week, i seem to have alot to learn about time management... just got done with work and its 6 am. class at 9... work at 4... all i want to do is lay by my girl and go to sleep (pass out..whatever comes first). thats the dream that keeps me going when shit hits the fan like 3 hours of sleep, 12 hour work days and summer ( Read more... )

well things with me and the gal are on the rocks. feels like i've been down this road before. and now we're on a "break" ... i do love her so ill ride it out and see the conclusion of this story.

so its n life sure isn't fair. so today was shitty in a whole. I did find out i passed a class with higher grades then expected. that should be good news but my mind was somewhere else ( Read more... )

mindless babble ( Read more... )

cant sleep, and on the line once more. at least this time some things are easier to comprehend. there's some effort but very late. i have 3 exams coming in this week and all i can think about is the girl. distracted id say. suck it up and move along, ill do that because thats how it has to be; there is no room for failure.

well, had a decent day, could even say good. had a decent convo, work my ass off for a new phone (more on that) and was plain tired by the end of the day. I even woke up early too. well, find out waking up in the middle of the night coughin and sneezing my ass off was the answer. sucks i know. i think its all the mucus (im near the ac which is ( Read more... )

its another day, and here i am again, 3 am and two exam tomorrow. just one of those times where your tired, but you know you have to keep going. just been feeling down lately. seems i've been in a rutt. seems like normal now dosent it lol, pretty much like the same countless entries. enough for now, gotta get some shit done.

so go to hit the class, look at the test, and blank. anyways, not pretty at all; i hope i even get some points higher then a 20? hopefully, best case senario ( Read more... )

so procrastination takes over and its been 4 hours. Not feeling that well and alot on my mind. Exam tomorrow and i know its going to be one of those nights with no sleep. Seems older i get the harder it is to pull these. Im sure i will sleep when i get home, maybe. A little bit dizzy i must say, im just not happy right now. sometimes it feels ( Read more... )