Don't think a person can have a perfect life with no regrets about family, friends, love ones. As much as you deny, turn away, try to forget but in the end you'll just end up missing them. Resistant is futile. So when do you turn things around and take the first step while drudging through the fear of rejection.

D-day of gramps.  Every year its the same.  I don't know for what purpose it really serves.  Maybe to bring family together, to remind us of those that are not here anymore and celebrate their life; that they existed in this lifetime.  It's happy and sad.  You start to think about your life, family, mistakes, regret (at least for me).  And I'm ( Read more... )

Somethings up; alot is up for me to be posting on this thing.  Seems the past loves to come back to mess with things.  Dealing with these things is going to take some time.  Hopefully they won't affect me too much but I can already tell it's going to be a rough.  I'm sure there's another post comming.  Things haven't been resolved.

Rest In Peace.
I won't forget.

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So i get "angry" tone at for being up late (i was washing my dishes...) because my dad has high blood pressure and had to go home early today.  It just pisses me off that he's eating shit and i try to get him to eat healthy; he just wont listen buying all that junk food.  Arg, of course i do have to admit he does work alot and long hours.  Anyways ( Read more... )

well not really. but i really need an ipod or something to listen to the metal i've been listening to lately. Some of it is hard rock, metal, death metal? lol what the hell! Ah well it fits the mood and gets things rolling and motivated with the anger injecter! For the past months now i've been hitting it hard as hell in the gym so a new ( Read more... )

So had this nice chat with a friend and the topic of best friends came up. We had a bickering of sorts about some vital information that should/should not be shared with a friend who has different views on things ( Read more... )

So.. what can i say about this girl. Just over all a wonderful listener and very curtious. Likes her ass spanked - in dominos! hahaha. Im juz kidding; we're tied...thats what i say anyways lol OO and she just started working out, eating right, all determined and shit. Thats what im talking about. See renren? A wonderful post about just you ( Read more... )

well long time no see. yea im alive and kicking; acctully got reminded i have this still lol ( Read more... )