I have gone temporarily crazy.

1. Stay ever so gleefully and completely in love with my amazing boyfriend, Frank D. Roses
2. Write a cult classic based off of my scenes in CTWR412
3. ?
4. Get into NU

I asked for Wednesday off from BET so I could kick myself and bang my head against the wall for taking such hard fucking classes this semester.

Like each one of those Indian dudes said when Lisa and Jenn wouldn't give them play, "I...I hate my life."

i'm so sad right now.
and so nervous for my interview with NU tomorrow.

I just shaved though so at least my face feels all soft and smooth and shit.

FUCK i'm at an all time heavy. UGH. I think I'm almost 210 lbs and fucking last semester I got down to 194 or 192 or something. I"m SO bummed.

and it's like, it's up to me to change it, but still...food tastes so good?

i'm just so sad right now. And i'm so scared about graduating. And I don't know what I'm doing with myself or with anything and I am so so so scared.

I am so happy.

AND GOING TO CHICAGO TOMORROW NIGHT OH HEYYY...slash tonight in like 23 hours.

I am going to marry you ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed. Dammmmmnittt.

At least my friends and boyfriends are amazing.

My family is great too, but I wish I didn't have to see them, or feel obligated to see them right now. That adds some stress.

Whatever.

I need to direct this play!

Do you want to know how my play, with expected show dates of Nov. 13-16th, is coming along?

Well, I've written maybe three pages of ACT II

and just took time out of my day at work to google "how to write a good play"...

I'm all out
of ideas.

and out of my mind.

kbye.