Well sorri i havent been updating but i have no computer now. i had 2 but now i have none...one of them fried and the other i think i broke when i pushed it down on the floor (long story short i had a fight w/ my mother) well not much has been happening...today is the 7th month anniversary of my relationship with Chris and i hope it lasts even ( Read more... )

for a recap since the last time i updated plz see my xanga @ www.xanga.com/field_of_black_paper_flowerz ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness...how long has it been. i almost forgot that i have this account. things have been going so wonderful lately that i just pinhc myself sometimes to make sure its all real. i have an excellent, caring, loving, hot boyfriend: Chris. we have been going out for 5months now, and there are no perfect words to describe the time i have with ( Read more... )

well going about my life...things r better than they were...getting ready for skool...yep thats about it..L8rz

i'm extremely sorri for this entry..it's going to b in pl....i just have to type this out...ionno y i just do and i'm sorri that alot of u cant read it..but dont worri if.. u ask i'll translate..but onli if u ask..if u find out what it means by other sources that did not include me or my permission, then i will b very very very upset with u....if u ( Read more... )

once again my thoughts have been provoked by a friend...*sigh*..thats life...i'm lost again..dont know what to do...or do i?...anywayz...i must say last nite was i had the best 20min. of my life...i got to drive a mitsubishi gt eclipse...it was my friend's greg's(21yrs.old)...he came last nite while i was rollerblading in the alley and talking to ( Read more... )

today was a fun day...but i wont write about it here...just gonna say that i saw avp ..it was better than i thought it would b...anywayz...i dont think i'm that confused anymore...i think i know what i want and what i'm doing...but knowing me i'll b lost and confused again soon...but at the moment and for a few days now i've known what i'm doing in ( Read more... )

hey everyone...i would like to turn ur attention on my new layout....THNK U KYLE..ITS AWESOME!!! theres nothing new happening w/ me...no random thoughts for now...i'm really sleepy today...probably the weather...well i'm outee...L8rz

hmm my friend Kami brought up a good point...mayb the world realy is just black and white...all the colors that we see r made out of black and white....ionno but i wish life was easier to figure out...i wish it was just black and white...right and wrong...either this or that...then there wouldnt b any "am i doing the right thing?"..."do i really ( Read more... )

wow...well alot has been on my mind lately...i just hold it in and dont really wanna talk about it until i figure it all out for myself...all i know for sure is that i dont know what i want anymore...life is so confusing and i guess i make it even more so...but i cant help it...i want one thing..then i dont want it...then i do...wow...i'm demented ( Read more... )