epiphany

[bleedsdaylight]

So I’m sitting in a hotel room in Portland, Oregon, somewhere I didn’t know I’d be a week ago. I was supposed to be at Memorial University in St. John’s Newfoundland, doing the theme presentation for a youth event. Unfortunately the event got cancelled, and I was reminded that this event, Come to the Feast, was happening in Portland, and I had an

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[bleedsdaylight]

Suportive hug received and processed with appreciation.

Also appreciate the story of similar experience, and believe me, it's nice to hear that I am not the only sucker out there...

LOL, ok, that didn't come out the way I meant!! thanks for sharing and empathizing... there, I can't dig myself in deeper, right?

[velnich]

Same as Darker77 here,

I'd suggest some new hobbies or passtimes, possibly ones that you think should be part of who you want to be.

[bleedsdaylight]

truthfully?

I'd love to become a workout guy... no, seriously!

[velnich]

No reason you couldn't, it's good for enough things.

[bleedsdaylight]

well, it's still a very true thing...

I know that when I first arrived at seminary to become a Catholic priest, I knew upon unpacking that I didn't belong there, but it took me taking the plunge to see that clearly. I guess this is similar...

You'd think there would be easier ways to learn lessons?

[arielspirit]

Just now that you have much love from me no matter what you're going through, which you you're being or how much pot you're smoking,

Mad love and respect for you my friend.

[bleedsdaylight]

I thin seeing you regularly would be one of those things that would help me stay on a path that is more authentic...

I know I say that a lot, but it's true... so if I don't call you in the next few weeks, call me!!

brilliant post!

[ex_earthmonk411]

Two years later, and I’m back in this crowd, and I am more aware than ever how close I am to burnout, in my work, in my life.

don’t really know who I am anymore. I get through each day stumbling and guessing my way through work and home. I escape more and more by getting high, every opportunity I get.

My work life is becoming a problem. There is too much of it, and not only that, but I am believing less and less in this part of my life.

if it weren't for your icon in this post i would have sworn i wrote it. it's funny, i think many of us are there right now...i know i've had similar conversations with other's within our gang. maybe that's why we are so drawn together

Re: brilliant post!

[bleedsdaylight]

LOL, if we're Drawn Together, I want to be Foxy Love!

You can be Princess Clara... see you in the pool ;)