while i am not in love, i do love life.

i mean...

dear abby, today marks my 26th day of not eating a mammal, cephalopod, crustacean, fish, or bird. The choice almost seemed natural, though without purpose. The lack of meaning seems to trouble people. THERE MUST BE A REASON they say. There is none. I blend into society for my own convenience with obvious lies of health, animals, earth, etc. ( Read more... )

i wish i had real internet to rant on. :(

to begin with it was only tentatively that i put forward the views that i had developed... But in the course of time they gained such a hold of me that i can no longer think in any other way.

''why do i fall in love with every woman i see who pays me the least bit of attention?'' -joel barrish.

So yeah, there's this economic catastrophe or something going on ( Read more... )

i don't understand people whatsoever. the more i think about it, the less i feel "human". i think i relate closer to my primate family, than my 'socio-cultured' family. the social-culture group seems to be locked in a mind-set that views humanity as much more than it really is. they see themselves as the blonde, with a BMW, career-driven, TV ( Read more... )

yesterday i did something completely out of character. I went against all senses, and followed my instincts. Rather, i followed my horoscope, which was uncanny. And because of it, i had one of the best times of my life. Matter of factly, my evil EX was making out with some guy two feet in front of me, and i wasn't even phased. Not even that could ( Read more... )

i really need to move. There are so many reasons, i don't know why i let them pile up so high. Lethargy is no longer an acceptable excuse. As the hair grays, the mind understands that instantaneous action is required. I was comfortable in many respects, but comfort does not outweigh function. Anyway, affordable options are available, so this i must