I knew I told myself I would never come back to this journal unless I had a reason to update. I said that life continues and you have to end a chapter before you start a new one. What I figure about life, or my limited experience of it so far, is that every event that you ever experience influences you in some way. Seeing people do good for others ( Read more... )

I feel as if every goal I have made for myself is like an item being dangled in front of my face, no matter how hard I try, it is still just out of my reach when I lunge for it.

Since I've had this journal, I've looked back a few times at my entries and where I started with them. You never really think that maturity is something that just happens, I always looked at it as some rite of passage. In some ways I have improved since then, in some ways not ( Read more... )

I have to make a decision in about a month about what to do with the rest of my life. I don't have anything to taint my GPA anymore, so college along with anything I want to do is an option again. I'm scared. I haven't really talked with anyone about it, but the whole prospect of leaving home is frightening. It's leaving everything familiar behind ( Read more... )

lig sí í féín le brón

Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods.

Lack of understanding what life is would be the understatement of the year.

world......

please slow down.

Let me count the ways that I loathe thee.
So I never had a letter sent back to me from the Air Force...what up with that?

Chinese food..come to me.
ooooh baby.

Nothing in life seems to be a big deal anymore. Take it as it comes, because if you get stuck on it, it just ruins everything. I miss Rockton. It is just so familiar and so many memories, my childhood and part of my teenage years were spent there. My home is in Waukesha, but my heart is in Rockton. It sucks. Everytime I am there I wish it is where ( Read more... )