today was a really boring day, nothing really special happend. i talked to dana for the first time in at least 2 months. we really need to hang out more doll* tomorrow shouldn't be so bad, ive got theropy and then me and the mom are going to go grocery shopping. (i need cookies n lollipops)last night i had pizza at midnight and maybe thats why i ( Read more... )

I know im not the prettiest face in the crowd, but i have alot to say. my favorite color is black, cause its the darkest color imanginable. I have a fetish with eyeliner, i wear way to much of it. My personality changes depending on the people im around, is that a bad thing? I have enough balls to cry, cause its what i feel inside. My blood is ( Read more... )

when i want the pills to work, they don't...isn't life crazy? so i just got my computer back with aol 7.0 in it. alright go me. no. anyway alot of shit has been happening. number one thing is i saw nick last saturday at the shore, and i can't put into words how much i missed that kid. hot damn all i could do when i saw him was give him a hug. i ( Read more... )

im in on of my 'just leave me the fuck alone' moods at the moment and i have quite i few things to say. im sorry if i offend you but its how i feel, and you don't really have to read this, so i really don't care what you feel. I HATE HILARY DUFF. her new movie is so stupid i don't know what to say about it. that type of thing NEVER happens in real ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish things could go back to the way they were 6 months ago. even if i changed every single thing that happend, it would all eventually happend somehow someday, just in a differnt way or at a differnt time. so maybe it was a good thing that these bad horrible things happend to me so early on i life, so i could live through it and learn ( Read more... )

it hurts being alone...

so last night i went out with the family to best buy and got my oasis cd. i think its funny the album was made when i was 6.. but its a damn good record. and of couse it has my favorite song on it,*wonderwall*. at the moment im lisenting to adam's song over and over again..i don't know why. i had theropy today. fun fun times. i found some pretty ( Read more... )

What is your name?: caitlin ( Read more... )

what the fucking hell? i just wrote this long entry and it got deleted... well i guess i gotta write it over.. so this is going to be one of those long entires that nobody reads or understands, and really okay with that because im just writing it to make me not go crazy and it might make me feel better. so i shall start with my two odd dreams i had ( Read more... )

Air!

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